ᴛʀᴀsʜ ʜᴇᴀᴘ ᴍᴄɢᴇᴇ @JD@monsterpit.net

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I got pulled into petty drama and the entirety of my night has been panic attacks and disassociation while I wait for a response to my attempt to lessen and patch things up.

This, coming directly after tons of stress from family, is making me want to crawl into a hole and die.

I'm going to bed, because I can't deal with this.

Honestly why are there no reliable places to play the Wildlife Rescue Wild Thornberrys game anymore I'm so upset honestly.

When I was a kid one of my favorite games online was the Wild Thornberrys Wildlife Rescue one on Nick.com.
I miss it so much right now.

Sometimes I remember I can't walk over and hug @4D​ yet and it makes me sad.

If ya'll wanna know about my night I just had an hour-long anxiety attack thinking someone was in my house. No one was, it was just my brain making things up. I only got out of my bed because I needed to piss and armed myself with a floppy dildo.

I also have an old, edgy song that's on my FB called 'Happy Birthday, You're Dead' from the same time period.
So yeah, that was my school experience.

Fun fact about me: when I was like 14 I wrote a song called 'Less Than Three (<3) Equals Love' and I thought I was so clever.
It was screamo.
I still have the lyrics somewhere.

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@masklayer​ I'd buy it tbh.

There is a mouse in my garage that I can't find and care for. This is a sad day.

I just spent half an hour getting rid of very old beer and now I smell like a stale brewery.

I'm so bad at sleeping please chuck me into bed and force me to rest or somethin'.

@HTHR​ Thank you so much for bringing that game up honestly, it was such a good part of my childhood that I honestly forgot about. Smol me heckin' adored it tho.

Casual reminder for anyone reading this that you are lovely and as a gay alligator dog I believe in you and am cheering you on.

Feels like time for either sleeping or challenging someone to a children's card game.

(I just wanted a reason to reblog my boy here shhh)