do you ever just remember fanfic exists and your whole world becomes 900% brighter
and i got a new vpn! like i hate myself but i can also recognize myself is trying and i appreciate that
depression Show more
i mostly stayed in bed being a depressed depress of depression but i finished a fic/finished reading two books/and have opened the folder to find poems i need to perform monday/told people im performing monday/have found a carrot to give myself after performing monday so, even though i still feel like shit, at least my activity doing is much better than usual when in this state
we're getting the silent treatment and i feel like a kid again
Howdy fedifriends, I'm a trans broadcaster and metal vocalist, and if you're into those kinds of things you can check those out at the links below~
I can't be employed (disability) so this is what I do for a job, I hope you enjoy my work ♥
Patreon (YT and SoundCloud links are here): https://www.patreon.com/amothinamber
I think the best lesson you can give to a computer programmer is to let them know that they're not alone in trying to figure this shit out.
Hell, it's a young field and already we've created so many different cultures and languages. Nobody could possibly know all of this all the time.
Be gentle with yourself, computer programmer. The task is hard enough without being hard on yourself.
i wrote a whole fucking thing and it all deleted so im going to bed
male creepiness Show more
i had to sit up front w the lyft driver today and its been almost silent since we got in the car
the light before the house, he fully turns his body to me, smiles, and says, "almost home" and just keeps smiling
the light turns green, four cars move ahead of us
he keeps smiling
i tell him the light is green
he keeps smiling
he finally notices the light, asks, "do you guys live here or just visiting friends?"
i say, "just visiting."
im so tired.
Information wants to be free.
But potable water, nutritious food, clean air, habitable shelter, elements-protective clothing, life saving and improving medicine, and time, precious, precious time want to be just as free.
stayed up all night saving my files and switching to xubuntu and ive got to say.....i dont regret it
g*ns Show more
i keep having panic attacks whenever someone knocks on the door i keep panicking whenever someone answers the door i keep panicking when there are packages something i looked forward to but now i just wish it would stop all i can hear is my mom saying "dont pick up any packages youre not expecting" and i feel like i shouldnt expect anything ever again
Hey if anyone wants to help support a disabled trans musician I would appreciate giving my Patreon a look, or even just dropping some change on PayPal
I can't be employed so this is pretty much my only option as far as money goes
Boosts also encouraged~
i forgot i had an account on mastodon social and i accidentally logged in and was like ???? who is this ????
please why is the 11th page already my favorite
Ramblings on how we raise autistic children Show more
I think we go about this all wrong. We shouldn’t be teaching kids that they’re some kind of inevitable awkward burden on others. We should be exposing kids to environments where they can safely figure out how to utilize social skills & be direct & helpful when they inevitably mess up. Tact and social cues are not just allistic bullshit they’re actually useful stuff to know and autistic people can learn it if they aren’t told “hard how they are not you”