Mitch @brass@monsterpit.net

it's always disheartening to lose a pledge from someone on patreon, but seeing "the content doesn't interest me as much as i thought it would" is just crushing. i need to work out some affirmations for situations like that cause i can't just let it counteract all the good stuff

and also where I can vent about hustling, of course

I very much feel like Mastodon (and specifically Monsterpit) are like a wee private room in a queer club, where occasionally I'll jump in to chill out, sometimes a couple of other pals are there, but it's quiet and safe and chill

I just do not get how you can get to a point in your life where you're seeing a sex worker and you ask them for a discount

I don't get how you don't realise you're asking someone to devalue their services, which are provided at such high risks of harassment, abuse, assault and murder, and think it's reasonable to kick up a fucking fuss so you can pay £20 less a month!!!

the damage i would let tr*flingt*ny on instagram visit upon my flesh is not inconsiderable

oftentimes hustling can be a bit of a drudge with no bookings and a lotta timewasters, but two days ago i hooked up with an amazingly beautiful client with a killer smile and today i gave another client a massage that they were very much into, so this weekend has been pretty good. thank u hustling god

i'm tryna get properly back into hustling, and i'd actually forgotten the curse of "80% of clients go dark one email away from it being a done deal". i swear to god, this should be a phenomena that's studied because it happens with such regularity

im not even sure it actually is thrillseekers who don't intend to meet up, because the patter they use is often very practical -- they're also just trying to set something up, and they don't (usually) go over-the-top on describing things (or getting you to describe things). i just dek

@xax I dunno if you've seen this already, but FLESH NEST by Andrew Huang seems like it might have some resonance for you re: your locust/hellgame body stuff https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RejrwbYni38

i have a cold and my throat is killlllling me, and yet: still smoking

why am i like this

i love that you can draw on masto

random wee orcishy dude doodle

maybe my level of professionalism wasn't that great now that i think about it, because the guy did leave the room several times to get some wine and every time i was like "god, he's gonna come back with a syringe and fucking jeffrey dahmer me, isn't he". fortunately, he didn't!

tonight i had a client that wanted me to call him "captain", and i'm actually shocked at the level of professionalism i showed because i didn't even think of shouting "oh captain, my captain" while coming until i'd already left

99% tobacco and 1% kief is a rank, disgusting combination that i will never, even in future moments of desparation, reduce myself to